Part of me…In words

4 days on leave from my blog…

In these four days, damn a lot of things happened. Especially yesterday and today and i can hardly cope with it anymore. I’m really stressed out. Adrenaline is secreted all the time. Sometime i tend to escape from these problems, i tried, but i cant. It’s my responsibility, my promise to myself an to everyone out there.

It is all about the community service project we are organizing now, baktisiswa sarawak. I’m beginning to doubt whether this project can be done successfully. Or, how to define success? Money, flight, communications… All of them are on my shoulders. Yes, flight ticket is booked, but at an expensive rate. No, to the money, no more money is coming in, and money is the backbone of every project, without it, nothing can be done. Communication is bad as well. Worse to the worse, we’ll have to pay more. Now, its time to start repairing. I gotta work hard NOW. At least, i hope i’m not the only one to work hard, because i cannot do everything, and i’m tired too… Hope u guys understand. Thanks to all participants out there supporting me and thanks for your cooperation.

第二件事：我真得很花心吗? 或许我曾经是，但不代表我永远都是。这次我真得很认真的。可是好像只有我自己可以相信自己。身边的人对我的怀疑，让我开始怀疑自己。但是，时间可以证明一切，我要用时间来证明给周围的人看，最重要是给自己看，我已经准备好了，不再花心了。

3 more days, i’m flying… I will leave everything behind for 6 days. 6 days later, i promise i’ll face back everything bravely. Perhaps i need some rest.

This little baby is Kelsi. She is 2 months old now. Very cute. In their view, life is simple, eat, cry, pang sai, pang jiu, sleep. Perhaps smile la. One smile from her makes everyone around her even happier then her. That’s the joy of having an infant in your house.

The girl in red is Kelley. She is 2 and a half. Very cute also, but quite naughty oh. Anyway, both are not my child. hah i’m just too delighted to have them around me everyday and decided to post their photo up here.

p/s: happy always

I believe the hottest topic these days will be the increase in fuel price in our BELOVED malaysia. Why the anti-inflation will allow this to happen? no one knows.

So many questions needed to be answered yet no one is answering. Recently i’ve found a page quite interesting. Malaysia Today It provides a lot of information against the point listed out in the newspaper. Its good to always read from both side and judge yourself whether who’s right and who’s wrong and whether the decision is wise or not.

Someone made a good calculation of the rise in petrol price here. have a look if u guys are interested. and here is the list of petrol price in other petroleum exporter country.

SO, my point of view, let’s don’t talk whether the rise is necessary. Just look into the RISE. I’d say the lower income group would really suffer from the previos hit on increase in rice price. Now another hit with increase in fuel. It’s really bad to them. Barely can survive.

Rumours says that petrol will climb to RM4 soon. Perhaps it’s a good choice to buy a bicycle that time.

Few days ago, I’d watched The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian. It’s a long one for certain, 2 and half hour. This is a nice poster of Narnia. I like the design.

I’ve forgotten the story of 1st episode. At first i’m quite lost in the movie. Fortunately, i watched with a friend who had read the story book and knew quite a lot about this story, so thanks to her for explaining to me about the story of this movie. It’s a nice movie anyway, and of cause with a nice song to share here.  

The Call by Regina Spektor (download here) The rhythm is very nice. slow and steady. ha…

I like to watch movie. Coming next is Get Smart staring Steve Carell, Anne Hathaway (one of my favourite actress) , Dwayne ‘The Rock’ Johnson who has a great body and funny act. I’d consider it as comedy from the trailer shown months ago. Releasing on 19 June 2008 in GSC malaysia.

The movie I missed is Dance of the Dragon staring Jang Hyuk and Fann Wong. I’m mad of this movie just simply because the Fann Wong is inside. However, it is not shown in malaysia. I shall get a DVD for this soon.

时间真的可以吗？我尝试过了，还是失败， 可能还不够就吧。但是希望不是每一次都是失败的！哈哈我并不是一个容易放弃的人，一定会坚持到底。可能最近面对了不少事情，让我觉得自己很懦弱，但是我一定会爬起来的。

Recently, i’ve just attended the first conference for medical students and that’t the first conference i’d ever attend in my life too. Anyway, regrets filled this conference as i did not try to know other students from other university and this means i got nothing back from the conference. It’s bad. Perhaps i was not around on the 2nd day that stop me from interacting la. However, i had a sweet memory in this project. and most probably, i’ll have to organize it for the coming year. Anyway, its SMMAMS conference (Society of MMA Medical Student).

Maybe one wonders why i suddenly continue to write back. errr… It just happen. Don’t ask me why, i won tell.

14th June 2008, i’ll be flying…. Goodbye malaysia for 6 days

Today, once again i met an old man with visual loss. And he is just standing in front of me, and still i fail to lend my hand to him. I felt so ashamed of myself. Everytime i met this kind of condition, i promise myself to be brave and help, but stil i fail everytime. I’m sorry uncle, i’ll make sure i help the next time. Be BRAVE!!!

Last but the most important, Petrol price is raised to RM2.70 from previous RM1.92 per litre. What’s wrong now? its 78 cents rise per litre and that’s huge, that’s massive. I doubt malaysian can afford especially the lower income group. At first, Rice, now Petrol, i believe everything will rise shortly following the rise of petrol and its INFLATION!!! Is that wise, BN???